Always Cleaning Is the First Act to Pursue My Dream

Last night, I barely slept because of the butterflies in my stoache flying uncontrollably that I woke up late compared to previous Saturday. I fell asleep after 4 in the morning that I didn’t want to get out of my bed. However, watching the YouTube about Urus let me start working and the first thing I did Today was cleaning my place. As soon as I got busy and depressed by losing hope, I actually stopped taking care of my place. Trash was all over the place and dirty dishes became a tower. Starting and ending days in the deserted … Continue reading Always Cleaning Is the First Act to Pursue My Dream

Vivid Dreams Never Let Me Fall Asleep

I’ve been through a difficult time because of COVID-19, which forced my workplace to shut down to prevent the contagious disease spreading over the country. Even though I understood the situation, it made me hopeless since I cannot do anything to change the situations. I just have to wait until I can go back to the workplace and make the proper money. Until yesterday, I felt like I almost committed suucide. I imagined to kill myself to end all the difficulties going aroung me. Fortunately, I tried my best to gather up all yhe energies to move and endure for … Continue reading Vivid Dreams Never Let Me Fall Asleep

Furious Jealousy Is Worth More Than Cheap Pity

I started on my diet and some friends kept saying that it should be difficult to keep on a diet that I should give up or change my plan. I attempted to ignore the fake advice arising from the wrong jealousy. On the other side of my mind, jealousy is worth much more than cheap pity. When I was young, I wanted everyone to love me that if anyone showed negative emotion toward me, I felt depressed and kept thinking about how I should be changed; however, after meeting a variety of people throughout the life, I realized that jealousy … Continue reading Furious Jealousy Is Worth More Than Cheap Pity